It's true, isn't it? What are words when you don't really mean them when you say them? I mean, how many times have people make promises only to break them?
I have issues with words. Words that are spoken, oh so carelessly. Words spoken without any thought of where and how it would land. Words that are spoken rashly. Words that pour out endlessly, serving no other purpose than to gain self-pity or exhibit one's self-righteousness. Words spoken by empty-vessels who have myopic views and no big picture views at all.
Do you have those people in your life? Everyone has them. I think the most frequent offender stares back at me in the mirror.
How many times have I promised myself, that I would not repeat the same mistake? Not to give in? You want to know how many times? Countless!!!!!
I had a revelation that I seriously need some boundaries. Hard lines drawn, build a thick wall and take the ladder away from me, kind of boundaries. Because unless I change, I am going to attract like-minded people, people without boundaries.
I am so angry at myself and have been so for the past couple of months. I shall stop here and come back when I'm less angry.
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