Wednesday, September 26, 2018

New Season

A new season is upon me.

Well, I'm not as angry with myself anymore.

Today, I've deactivated my main FB account and proceeded to limit my "study" FB account. I want to use FB to help me in my walk with God, no nonsense, no whining, no gossip.

All is good. Be back shortly.

Wednesday, September 12, 2018

What Are Words? (My Thoughts)

It's true, isn't it? What are words when you don't really mean them when you say them? I mean, how many times have people make promises only to break them? 

I have issues with words. Words that are spoken, oh so carelessly. Words spoken without any thought of where and how it would land. Words that are spoken rashly. Words that pour out endlessly, serving no other purpose than to gain self-pity or exhibit one's self-righteousness. Words spoken by empty-vessels who have myopic views and no big picture views at all.

Do you have those people in your life? Everyone has them. I think the most frequent offender stares back at me in the mirror.

How many times have I promised myself, that I would not repeat the same mistake? Not to give in? You want to know how many times? Countless!!!!!

I had a revelation that I seriously need some boundaries. Hard lines drawn, build a thick wall and take the ladder away from me, kind of boundaries. Because unless I change, I am going to attract like-minded people, people without boundaries. 

I am so angry at myself and have been so for the past couple of months. I shall stop here and come back when I'm less angry. 

What Are Words? (YouTube Video)

Enjoy this beautiful song by Chris Medina

What Are Words



Anywhere you are

I am near
Anywhere you go
I'll be there
Anytime you whisper my name
You'll see
Every single promise I'll keep
'Cause what kind of guy
Would I be
If I was to leave
When you need me most
What are words if you really

Don't mean them when you say them
What are words if they're only
For good times then that's all
When it's love ya you say them
Out loud these words
They never go away
They live on
Even when we're gone
And I know an angel was sent

Just for me an I know I'm meant
To be where I am and I'm gonna be
Standing right beside her tonight
And I'm gonna be by your side
I would never leave when she needs me most
What are words if you really

Don't mean them when you say them
What are words if they're only
For good times then that's all
When it's love ya you say them
Out loud these words
They never go away
They live on
Even when we're gone
Anywhere you are

I am near
Anywhere you go
I'll be there
And I'm gonna be here forever more
Every single promise I'll keep
'Cause what kind of guy would I be
If I was to leave
When you need me most
I'm forever keeping my angel close